January 2, 2020. I am so embarrassed and I don’t want to go out. I was miserable at New Years because my clothes were too tight. I have gained 10 pounds since starting the higher dose of the med they gave me during my recent manic episode. Last time I […]
Happy New Year fellow bloggers and visitors and followers! I hope your New Years was joyful, loved and safe. Neil and I decided to go out with friends for like our first time. We have mainly gone to friends but this year I wanted something different. I wanted to go […]
It has been 24 days since I have driven. Dr.’s orders while I take a higher dose of meds to control my mania. Two things going on here that are on my mind. My car, number one. It has been on my mind a lot. Just like everything else, I […]
Christmas for some reason is a trigger for my bipolar. I am currently being treated for an episode of mania. Every year I go a bit nuts around the beginning of December. I am not sure why. Is it the weather? Is it my Christmas anxiety over stupid stuff like […]
About a year and a half ago I was in the process of moving, preparing my house to go up for sale. It was such a difficult time for me, both on my mental health and my physical health. I was exhausted, overwhelmed and the change, not knowing where I […]
Things have been so stressful here and I can feel the mania surface again. I also dropped the day time dose too quick. So I was good yesterday, I followed the directions to take at least half the dose. Neil and I decided we would take an evening to ourselves […]
So, my posts have been a bit negative, I certainly was having a hard time, as was my fiance. I had been dealing with mania that worsened with time and failing to realize that my doctor increased my med I stayed on the lower dose. That didn’t work in the […]
I am sitting here, house to myself and I am blank. The meds worked. It took quite a bit of time. But ya, they worked. I am kind of in a bit of a fog. I still don’t realize that I was sick, though I had my fiancee point it […]
When the darkness falls upon me And the sounds and thoughts are intrusive He will guide me through you will see. I need you to be true and set me free Please don’t turn your back from my madness When darkness falls upon me He brought me to his castle […]
Thursday Friday happy days….. Um perhaps not. Thursday I did finally see my doctor. I was pretty anxious about this apt because my family Doctor called and everyone was suggesting hospitalization, Which I started realizing ya maybe. A few months back I was doing a pill form chemotherapy for my […]
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