I have a long journey here at the hospital where I have taken camp with some of my favourite things. I am eight days into the Eating Disorder Program. I have been wanting to write and update my posts with my current situation. It wasn’t easy to ask for help, […]
Hello, I have some things to share and going to try and keep a log here of my experience. I know I have mentioned having an eating disorder, basically on and off from the time I was around seven when I wrote a note to my parents and said “Will […]
She wakes up in the morning, slightly lost and slightly distraught. She misses her wings that come from just one sip. It brings her comfort and warmth like that of a long-lost friend. Memories to hold tight she takes another sip of the warm rich soothing drink as she remembers […]
Well hello. The usual, it has been a long time since I have posted. Perhaps it is overindulgence in making music, perhaps it is a coping strategy or perhaps it is the first time in my life that I feel included, accepted and celebrated. Maybe that is the real pull […]
It was the final straw. I hit rock bottom. More than depression (which is bad enough) but suicidal ideation. For those 15 minutes alone, for that 10-minute call with the distress center, with letters written to my doctors, with a message sent out to kids reaching for support. It finally […]
This is an original I wrote after my friend said change is coming soon my friend. It has had a great impact on me. It isn’t always what you are looking for but at the end of the day , change only comes from within. VERSE 1 Running, running, running […]
I am really appreciative of my followers, I find it very therapeutic and I hope I can help others by being honest. Also, when I write things become clearer, I send myself unconscious support, and I recognize things about myself when I write. I learn from it. And that is […]
Photo :shuttestock.com -Google search for butterfly pics Well, this year has almost gone by already. This year has been difficult, as everyone says at the end of the year. I don’t normally do that but it has a positive side to things too. I had cancer, follicular lymphoma, and discovered […]
I have yet to let you hear me. Here is a video of last now. This song bears a lot of emotion for me. I am a new guitar player since Jan 2022. SO far I am self-taught, and now getting mentored by several musicians. This song is a heartbreaker. […]
My Life Has Significantly Changed. October 25th, 2022 I do have a lot of things to post, I keep starting and then have to stop because of one thing or another. I don’t have enough time in my day they say, but I can’t /don’t /won’t moderate things. I have […]
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