Rock Star
Question is. Am I manic or just full of good ideas? I am not looking for the answer, I am not quite sure what I am right now. It is more a statement. I will tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was this very timid shy ‘soccer […]
Parasomnia
I have done research before on this topic. I may have already written about my OBE, out of body experiences. If I can explain it as I experience it, I feel a warmth come over me and then I literally feel my body separate from my sleeping body. I can […]
Mellow Madness
You missed it. My brief brush of mania, here and seemingly already gone or maybe I just burnt up my energy. Doing this karaoke stuff, we had a “room party” on Facebook. It was so much fun. I posted a song to Smule and have since moved it to Utube […]
June Thirteenth, 2020
I am supposed to have all sorts of things to say about my wedding, it is part of my book that I am writing in. But no one was expecting a pandemic. At the time that we had just met with the Officiant and before we got around to filling […]
New. Imagine. – A poem.
Imaginary obsessions Paranoia Filling my head with lies and mistakes Self-doubt Loathing Broken spirit Shadowed Grim Downward spiral Need to be shielded Need interference Clear the atmosphere New attempts New failures New strength. New way of life.
I Have Been Away For Too Long.
I am very excited today. Probably spending too much money as usual. Money I don’t really have but hey, I am stuck at home and it is giving me some projects to do in my house. I started off updating my computer room mainly because I belong to a karaoke […]
Inside and UP
Sunday, April 19th, 2020 And when one falls. One rises again. Story of my life. If you have not read previous blogs, I am bipolar. I just had a depressive episode. And morphed into a bit of hypomania. I told the doctor this would happen and he agreed via our […]
My Isolation
Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 I haven’t been around much. I have been feeling rather down. I thought this would give me huge opportunities to write yet the demons are thick in my head making me full of doubt. On virtually anything I do. I am always criticizing myself, doubting myself. […]
Holding It Together I Think
Friday, March 20th, 2020 Wow, I don’t know if I will be able to NOT write about the Covid-19. It’s the only thing I see on Facebook now. I try hard to post non-Covid-19 memes and chit chat about it. It has affected almost all the world in one way […]
Drinking Days
Thursday, March 5th, 2020 My first drink on my own I was in grade six. So eleven or twelve. I was a latch key kid and I went home for lunch and sometimes drank out of my dad’s vodka he had under the kitchen sink. I thought it was god […]
