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Parasomnia

I have done research before on this topic. I may have already written about my OBE, out of body experiences. If I can explain it as I experience it, I feel a warmth come over me and then I literally feel my body separate from my sleeping body. I can […]

Mellow Madness

You missed it. My brief brush of mania, here and seemingly already gone or maybe I just burnt up my energy.  Doing this karaoke stuff, we had a “room party” on Facebook. It was so much fun. I posted a song to Smule and have since moved it to Utube […]

June Thirteenth, 2020

I am supposed to have all sorts of things to say about my wedding, it is part of my book that I am writing in. But no one was expecting a pandemic. At the time that we had just met with the Officiant and before we got around to filling […]

New. Imagine. – A poem.

Imaginary obsessions Paranoia Filling my head with lies and mistakes Self-doubt Loathing Broken spirit Shadowed Grim Downward spiral Need to be shielded Need interference Clear the atmosphere New attempts New failures New strength. New way of life.

Inside and UP

Sunday, April 19th, 2020 And when one falls. One rises again. Story of my life. If you have not read previous blogs, I am bipolar. I just had a depressive episode. And morphed into a bit of hypomania. I told the doctor this would happen and he agreed via our […]

My Isolation

Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 I haven’t been around much. I have been feeling rather down. I thought this would give me huge opportunities to write yet the demons are thick in my head making me full of doubt. On virtually anything I do. I am always criticizing myself, doubting myself. […]

Holding It Together I Think

Friday, March 20th, 2020 Wow, I don’t know if I will be able to NOT write about the Covid-19. It’s the only thing I see on Facebook now. I try hard to post non-Covid-19 memes and chit chat about it. It has affected almost all the world in one way […]

Drinking Days

Thursday, March 5th, 2020 My first drink on my own I was in grade six. So eleven or twelve. I was a latch key kid and I went home for lunch and sometimes drank out of my dad’s vodka he had under the kitchen sink. I thought it was god […]