Cool date. Easter Sunday for us. I was more focused on preparing for my dad to come over that I forgot about my own kids. Way too old for the whole Easter egg hunt, and my daughter is still staying at her dad’s. We have nice visits and have had […]
Now March 28, I will have more to post that is current. A new beginning somehow. Still flaw, so ya, I have beat all my silly demons that were making my and Neils life difficult. I almost wondered if I was psychotic. I told the doctor I was afraid I […]
Afterthought. After reading back on my posts I recognize something, like just. My flair of mania with the ever-changing playrooms and hair colour was actually me trying to deal with my mom’s health which seriously took a nosedive around the new year. I tend to hyperfocus on odd things, the […]
Short, busy, and sweet Feb 2, 2021 Started 2 days ago, edited and shortened I don’t know where to start, I am not sure when it began but I can’t sit down. I have not been able to commit myself to write but I think I need to start writing […]
I DID IT! I DID IT! Yup. Ya, I did, I sent my letters and all of that stuff (last post) to Jessica, the whole story. I was so worried she would think I was really crazy, but as she said we are all a little bit crazy some find […]
Snowed with the moon once again from a distance Too far away My eyes show it Too far away My heart sings it Too far away Deep within A chilling goal Too easy Too easy To lose your pace In fantasy frenzied thoughts. No rest no rest I can’t shut […]
Part One. Rock Star Mania It’s very late. Very. I am waiting for my meds to kick in but I wanted to start recounting a very very exciting story. So much excitement that ya i guess i need my meds tweaked again. Bu this is it. This is the mania […]
I guess you may have thoughts about my last post that were disagreeable with you. It’s the chance I took writing it, yes, this is how bad it has gotten. However, there have been some positive factors and perhaps this is nature’s way of changing things. I worked all my […]
Sadness I broke down. It’s been a couple of months now that my daughter decided she was more stable at her Dad’s. Which is a complete turnaround as she had never been close to her dad, but I guess, well they are now. For those of you following me, you […]
For four days My brow was furrowed Eyes full of sorrow The energy suddenly appeared Seeds planted and cleared For the nighttime sun Feeds the energy and I won. For everything I have felt My thoughts that were not svelte Came and went away On this very day It followed […]
