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Mainly My Pup

February 8th, 2020 I haven’t had a chance to write for a while. I am not sure what happened, but I guess I have been busy most days going out to appointments or over to my mom and dad’s.  I haven’t really been feeling creative either. I started talking more […]

Just Let Me Grow- Poem

My Mind is not quiet I’m going to start a riot I can be blind But most often kind I’d like to be normal But that is too formal But you see it in my frown When everything is upside down My thoughts are abundant And maybe a little redundant […]

Don’t Forget Your Meds

Two nights ago I was on the computer, It was about 1:00 am. I started feeling tired so I decided to go to bed. Except I actually didn’t take my meds but only realized that at 3 am. Still not sure if I had taken my pills, I took some […]

Reflecting

January 5th, 2020 Wow, I just had a little cry. I saw that I had a new follower on WordPress, so I read a bit of her profile. She struggles with an eating disorder too, but her lengthy post was very positive and made me think about what I am […]

After Christmas

January 2, 2020. I am so embarrassed and I don’t want to go out. I was miserable at New Years because my clothes were too tight. I have gained 10 pounds since starting the higher dose of the med they gave me during my recent manic episode.  Last time I […]

Happy New Year

Happy New Year fellow bloggers and visitors and followers! I hope your New Years was joyful, loved and safe. Neil and I decided to go out with friends for like our first time. We have mainly gone to friends but this year I wanted something different. I wanted to go […]

Decisions

It has been 24 days since I have driven. Dr.’s orders while I take a higher dose of meds to control my mania. Two things going on here that are on my mind. My car, number one. It has been on my mind a lot.  Just like everything else, I […]

Christmas is Over

Christmas for some reason is a trigger for my bipolar.  I am currently being treated for an episode of mania. Every year I go a bit nuts around the beginning of December. I am not sure why. Is it the weather? Is it my Christmas anxiety over stupid stuff like […]

A Bit Of Green

About a year and a half ago I was in the process of moving, preparing my house to go up for sale.  It was such a difficult time for me, both on my mental health and my physical health. I was exhausted, overwhelmed and the change, not knowing where I […]