It’s really too late as I sit tucked into the couch. I like sleeping on the couch, mainly because I feel closer to kids both of them at the same time, The other reason is I don’t like to sleep in my bed by myself. I am afraid of the […]
Estimated reading time: 5 minutes
This follows my last post “Just a blog” Full Blue Moon October 31st, 2020. Bang. It hit me. Without knowing my whole story, I am completely shocked about what I just read about the full blue moon and its effect on mood. My jaw has still dropped. One of the […]
Estimated reading time: 9 minutes
November 2, 2020 It has been such a long time since I have last done a “blog” style post. It seems I have been so busy, trying to live, trying to function. It has been a hard go over the last few months. One of my last blogs was the […]
Estimated reading time: 8 minutes
A letter to Anne Sexton Confessional poetry I too have felt the strain of the heavy shackles that held me tight Far away from the lock and key Thoughts as dark as night No peace to be found I see those hideous creatures all around They barf in our brain […]
Estimated reading time: 2 minutes
Question is. Am I manic or just full of good ideas? I am not looking for the answer, I am not quite sure what I am right now. It is more a statement. I will tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was this very timid shy ‘soccer […]
Estimated reading time: 11 minutes
I have done research before on this topic. I may have already written about my OBE, out of body experiences. If I can explain it as I experience it, I feel a warmth come over me and then I literally feel my body separate from my sleeping body. I can […]
Estimated reading time: 9 minutes
You missed it. My brief brush of mania, here and seemingly already gone or maybe I just burnt up my energy. Doing this karaoke stuff, we had a “room party” on Facebook. It was so much fun. I posted a song to Smule and have since moved it to Utube […]
Estimated reading time: 11 minutes
I am supposed to have all sorts of things to say about my wedding, it is part of my book that I am writing in. But no one was expecting a pandemic. At the time that we had just met with the Officiant and before we got around to filling […]
Estimated reading time: 11 minutes
Imaginary obsessions Paranoia Filling my head with lies and mistakes Self-doubt Loathing Broken spirit Shadowed Grim Downward spiral Need to be shielded Need interference Clear the atmosphere New attempts New failures New strength. New way of life.
Estimated reading time: 18 seconds
I am very excited today. Probably spending too much money as usual. Money I don’t really have but hey, I am stuck at home and it is giving me some projects to do in my house. I started off updating my computer room mainly because I belong to a karaoke […]
Estimated reading time: 5 minutes