Now March 28, I will have more to post that is current. A new beginning somehow. Still flaw, so ya, I have beat all my silly demons that were making my and Neils life difficult. I almost wondered if I was psychotic. I told the doctor I was afraid I […]
Afterthought. After reading back on my posts I recognize something, like just. My flair of mania with the ever-changing playrooms and hair colour was actually me trying to deal with my mom’s health which seriously took a nosedive around the new year. I tend to hyperfocus on odd things, the […]
Short, busy, and sweet Feb 2, 2021 Started 2 days ago, edited and shortened I don’t know where to start, I am not sure when it began but I can’t sit down. I have not been able to commit myself to write but I think I need to start writing […]
I DID IT! I DID IT! Yup. Ya, I did, I sent my letters and all of that stuff (last post) to Jessica, the whole story. I was so worried she would think I was really crazy, but as she said we are all a little bit crazy some find […]
Snowed with the moon once again from a distance Too far away My eyes show it Too far away My heart sings it Too far away Deep within A chilling goal Too easy Too easy To lose your pace In fantasy frenzied thoughts. No rest no rest I can’t shut […]
Part One. Rock Star Mania It’s very late. Very. I am waiting for my meds to kick in but I wanted to start recounting a very very exciting story. So much excitement that ya i guess i need my meds tweaked again. Bu this is it. This is the mania […]
I guess you may have thoughts about my last post that were disagreeable with you. It’s the chance I took writing it, yes, this is how bad it has gotten. However, there have been some positive factors and perhaps this is nature’s way of changing things. I worked all my […]
Sadness I broke down. It’s been a couple of months now that my daughter decided she was more stable at her Dad’s. Which is a complete turnaround as she had never been close to her dad, but I guess, well they are now. For those of you following me, you […]
For four days My brow was furrowed Eyes full of sorrow The energy suddenly appeared Seeds planted and cleared For the nighttime sun Feeds the energy and I won. For everything I have felt My thoughts that were not svelte Came and went away On this very day It followed […]
Covered in cotton Eyes blackened with soot Wars I have fought in Leaning on wrong foot Pulled out the weeds Found the special one Instructions that freed Standing in the sun Shooting stars ready now Grabbing at chances fear Earning a small bow Midnight sun so near I started today […]
Adventures of Dit Dot 