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The Brakes Are On

Thursday Friday happy days….. Um perhaps not. Thursday I did finally see my doctor.  I was pretty anxious about this apt because my family Doctor called and everyone was suggesting hospitalization,  Which I started realizing ya maybe. A few months back I was doing a pill form chemotherapy for my […]

Naughty Naughty

Secret treats My heart skips a beat Not really alone I’m stuck on my phone Liberating and exciting I find myself writing Maybe a bit exhilarating I am still debating I find my place I need my space  I find my night I will be out of sight When he […]

The Attic

The Attic Julie and Dana sat on the porch steps on the hottest day of the year in their bathing suits while tiny beads of sweat were forming on their foreheads. “Do you think our parents have secrets?” Asked Dana.  They had just returned from swimming at Julies’s house and […]

Update

In case anyone is wondering. I am doing ok, I crashed a few days ago, badly. Bad thoughts, fears, scared myself with my thoughts. I am in the process of maybe getting admitted to help balance me off. I say its a reset, where I get the meds in me […]

Helping Hand

Housing a homeless teen Well, a bit about me, I have two “children” one who is 21 and one that is 16. I used to work in psychiatry for teens back in the day until I got too sick to do it.  That was 10 years ago. My bipolar became […]

The Dance-a poem

Do you dare dance with me? Shall I take your hand? To a faraway land? Luxurious temptation Like a soft velvet against my skin Smoothly follow my lead I will guide you through Come take a chance And join me in my dance. Quietly it moves us Whispering secrets and […]

Falling Down

Immobilized Feeling rather dark the last couple of days. The doctor always tells me when I have been manic “The higher you go the harder you fall”.  I have been hypomanic/manic for a while now. I have mostly enjoyed it, except for the restlessness, the difficulty sleeping despite my medication. […]