Sunday, April 19th, 2020 And when one falls. One rises again. Story of my life. If you have not read previous blogs, I am bipolar. I just had a depressive episode. And morphed into a bit of hypomania. I told the doctor this would happen and he agreed via our […]
Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 I haven’t been around much. I have been feeling rather down. I thought this would give me huge opportunities to write yet the demons are thick in my head making me full of doubt. On virtually anything I do. I am always criticizing myself, doubting myself. […]
Friday, March 20th, 2020 Wow, I don’t know if I will be able to NOT write about the Covid-19. It’s the only thing I see on Facebook now. I try hard to post non-Covid-19 memes and chit chat about it. It has affected almost all the world in one way […]
Thursday, March 5th, 2020 My first drink on my own I was in grade six. So eleven or twelve. I was a latch key kid and I went home for lunch and sometimes drank out of my dad’s vodka he had under the kitchen sink. I thought it was god […]
Saturday, February 29th, 2020, leap year. Is it weird that I want to hyphenate my name? I mean I have been divorced for 13 years, the same amount of time that I was married. What’s in a name? My kids. I want me to continue having their name. And I […]
February 8th, 2020 I haven’t had a chance to write for a while. I am not sure what happened, but I guess I have been busy most days going out to appointments or over to my mom and dad’s. I haven’t really been feeling creative either. I started talking more […]
Chapter 6 January 30th, 2020 Rebecca. She has no idea what she has done for me. She has woken my spirit. I feel it. Finally, inside. She sent me a link to a video on YouTube; “Aura Cleansing” I am still listening to it. I don’t normally listen to music […]
My Mind is not quiet I’m going to start a riot I can be blind But most often kind I’d like to be normal But that is too formal But you see it in my frown When everything is upside down My thoughts are abundant And maybe a little redundant […]
Two nights ago I was on the computer, It was about 1:00 am. I started feeling tired so I decided to go to bed. Except I actually didn’t take my meds but only realized that at 3 am. Still not sure if I had taken my pills, I took some […]
January 5th, 2020 Wow, I just had a little cry. I saw that I had a new follower on WordPress, so I read a bit of her profile. She struggles with an eating disorder too, but her lengthy post was very positive and made me think about what I am […]
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