I have a long journey here at the hospital where I have taken camp with some of my favourite things. I am eight days into the Eating Disorder Program. I have been wanting to write and update my posts with my current situation. It wasn’t easy to ask for help, […]
Hello, I have some things to share and going to try and keep a log here of my experience. I know I have mentioned having an eating disorder, basically on and off from the time I was around seven when I wrote a note to my parents and said “Will […]
Photo :shuttestock.com -Google search for butterfly pics Well, this year has almost gone by already. This year has been difficult, as everyone says at the end of the year. I don’t normally do that but it has a positive side to things too. I had cancer, follicular lymphoma, and discovered […]
November 2, 2020 It has been such a long time since I have last done a “blog” style post. It seems I have been so busy, trying to live, trying to function. It has been a hard go over the last few months. One of my last blogs was the […]
Neil and I postponed the wedding after I finally decided what I was going to wear. Funny how things work sometimes. COVID is still around, we have opened most things now and the infections are starting to pick up again, this time with a younger group. Apparently there have been […]
I have done research before on this topic. I may have already written about my OBE, out of body experiences. If I can explain it as I experience it, I feel a warmth come over me and then I literally feel my body separate from my sleeping body. I can […]
Two nights ago I was on the computer, It was about 1:00 am. I started feeling tired so I decided to go to bed. Except I actually didn’t take my meds but only realized that at 3 am. Still not sure if I had taken my pills, I took some […]
January 5th, 2020 Wow, I just had a little cry. I saw that I had a new follower on WordPress, so I read a bit of her profile. She struggles with an eating disorder too, but her lengthy post was very positive and made me think about what I am […]
January 2, 2020. I am so embarrassed and I don’t want to go out. I was miserable at New Years because my clothes were too tight. I have gained 10 pounds since starting the higher dose of the med they gave me during my recent manic episode. Last time I […]
My troubles began in elementary school. Attention seeking behavior, distracting the class, alcohol and tobacco use, being labeled a trouble maker. I always say a loveable trouble maker. I already had issues with body image, and mine was poor. And it still follows me today. Grades seven and eight I […]
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