You missed it. My brief brush of mania, here and seemingly already gone or maybe I just burnt up my energy. Doing this karaoke stuff, we had a “room party” on Facebook. It was so much fun. I posted a song to Smule and have since moved it to Utube […]
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I am supposed to have all sorts of things to say about my wedding, it is part of my book that I am writing in. But no one was expecting a pandemic. At the time that we had just met with the Officiant and before we got around to filling […]
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Imaginary obsessions Paranoia Filling my head with lies and mistakes Self-doubt Loathing Broken spirit Shadowed Grim Downward spiral Need to be shielded Need interference Clear the atmosphere New attempts New failures New strength. New way of life.
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I am very excited today. Probably spending too much money as usual. Money I don’t really have but hey, I am stuck at home and it is giving me some projects to do in my house. I started off updating my computer room mainly because I belong to a karaoke […]
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Sunday, April 19th, 2020 And when one falls. One rises again. Story of my life. If you have not read previous blogs, I am bipolar. I just had a depressive episode. And morphed into a bit of hypomania. I told the doctor this would happen and he agreed via our […]
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Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 I haven’t been around much. I have been feeling rather down. I thought this would give me huge opportunities to write yet the demons are thick in my head making me full of doubt. On virtually anything I do. I am always criticizing myself, doubting myself. […]
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To all the woman out there It’s time to sprout your grey hair. Black or blond or even red You can sport the new do on your head. Be brave be strong Those photos are all wrong. Be big be tall or even small You don’t have to run to […]
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Friday, March 20th, 2020 Wow, I don’t know if I will be able to NOT write about the Covid-19. It’s the only thing I see on Facebook now. I try hard to post non-Covid-19 memes and chit chat about it. It has affected almost all the world in one way […]
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Saturday, March 14th, 2020 Steak and BJ Day. COVID-19, The beer flu. Corona-virus. The beer flu. It’s easier for me to say. Ha. Well, not so funny. I am not goin to talk much about it, but I do have a few thoughts and experiences in the middle of […]
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The hot pungent syrup invading her throat Freedom, courage and losing witts She couldn’t stay within a pace The warm glow in her chest Feeling fearless With the slight numbing of her brain Dance dance dance It’s when she dances the best Full of lust Full of bliss Taking a […]
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