Saturday, July 12th It has been a long time since I have written anything I have been so busy with school and singing. School is hard, having a hard time focusing and organizing myself, but learned I can focus outside or on the bus. But the newest adventure is we […]
Thursday Friday happy days….. Um perhaps not. Thursday I did finally see my doctor. I was pretty anxious about this apt because my family Doctor called and everyone was suggesting hospitalization, Which I started realizing ya maybe. A few months back I was doing a pill form chemotherapy for my […]
In case anyone is wondering. I am doing ok, I crashed a few days ago, badly. Bad thoughts, fears, scared myself with my thoughts. I am in the process of maybe getting admitted to help balance me off. I say its a reset, where I get the meds in me […]
Immobilized Feeling rather dark the last couple of days. The doctor always tells me when I have been manic “The higher you go the harder you fall”. I have been hypomanic/manic for a while now. I have mostly enjoyed it, except for the restlessness, the difficulty sleeping despite my medication. […]
My troubles began in elementary school. Attention seeking behavior, distracting the class, alcohol and tobacco use, being labeled a trouble maker. I always say a loveable trouble maker. I already had issues with body image, and mine was poor. And it still follows me today. Grades seven and eight I […]
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