Things have been so stressful here and I can feel the mania surface again. I also dropped the day time dose too quick. So I was good yesterday, I followed the directions to take at least half the dose. Neil and I decided we would take an evening to ourselves […]
Overcome all sights and sounds I place my feet firmly on the ground Don’t come inside I have lost my pride And all I want to do is hide I feel like I may have even died Don’t you see I have shutdown And all I see is your frown […]
Poles of the Unexpected Fear Restrains Chills Forbids Hiders Freezes Unexpected Love Encourages Approves Develops Freezes Unexpected
Real The skies are black I just want us back I love you so much I just want your touch. When I’m not the source of your happiness All I see is darkness How do you think I feel. This is not part of our deal. We need to get […]
So, my posts have been a bit negative, I certainly was having a hard time, as was my fiance. I had been dealing with mania that worsened with time and failing to realize that my doctor increased my med I stayed on the lower dose. That didn’t work in the […]
I am sitting here, house to myself and I am blank. The meds worked. It took quite a bit of time. But ya, they worked. I am kind of in a bit of a fog. I still don’t realize that I was sick, though I had my fiancee point it […]
When the darkness falls upon me And the sounds and thoughts are intrusive He will guide me through you will see. I need you to be true and set me free Please don’t turn your back from my madness When darkness falls upon me He brought me to his castle […]
Thursday Friday happy days….. Um perhaps not. Thursday I did finally see my doctor. I was pretty anxious about this apt because my family Doctor called and everyone was suggesting hospitalization, Which I started realizing ya maybe. A few months back I was doing a pill form chemotherapy for my […]
Secret treats My heart skips a beat Not really alone I’m stuck on my phone Liberating and exciting I find myself writing Maybe a bit exhilarating I am still debating I find my place I need my space I find my night I will be out of sight When he […]
The Attic Julie and Dana sat on the porch steps on the hottest day of the year in their bathing suits while tiny beads of sweat were forming on their foreheads. “Do you think our parents have secrets?” Asked Dana. They had just returned from swimming at Julies’s house and […]
Adventures of Dit Dot 