I haven’t been around since last year??? I am so sorry to my followers. As I have brought up , I have my head wrapped in musicians mindset. Days are going by too quickly. I even had a period of time that I would set my alarm, or wake up at 3 or 4 daily. By 7 am I am ready to leave the house. But I don’t. I talk to my friend. video chat. Longer than just a Hey how are you. We have almost had a 2 hours solid call, an hour is the usual. Everyday. Every single day I look forward to seeing his face half the time we are just waking up. Twin Flame I tell you. That’s what my next book should be called, but it’s kind of trendy, but not as trendy as soul mates. Oh in case you need an update my “husband” and I split a year ago after 10 years. I planned to do it before I went to the hospital for anorexia – I didn’t want to face him cured and fat. Something I still struggle with. But my life. My life is so much more enriched to not have that self-hate, beating myself up every day with eating disorder stuff, stuff that I probably talked about before, but the struggle is still there. But I have so many people supporting the new me. The guy I have been seeing* loves the fact we eat together and enjoy meals together. He loves my body, even though I have gained another 10 pounds. My bestie’s are so happy and proud of me. That’s the vibes I need not what I had in the past.

I am into some weird stuff now. It all started with the concept of Moon Ceremonies and how to focus on growth. My twin flame has triggered many concepts to form. Does that make sense? Our first connection was him telling me change was coming. fast forward 2 years and My relationship status changes. But wait.. Before that, there was a lot of growth and change within me. Inside me, there were changes. I started learning about manifesting, and bout the concept what you give to the universe you get back, if you seek positives, positives show up, and of course can’t forget gratitude. But I did more than that. I took 5 days of isolation away from everyone and started a journey focusing on Shadow Work. I don’t know it well enough to teach, but for me, it was getting in touch with my yucky parts, selfish, jealously, insecurities, and trauma. And face them, which is a constant, check in. “Where are these thoughts coming from?” But I sort of made peace. Shadows still lurk around me, because it is me. they are a part of who I am. But I focus on my strengths and my go get em attitude on life.

So I have been busy with that, and THEN!!!! I start doing this Twin Flame Connection / Telepathy. meditation. We have so many synchronicities. I decided I would try it. I believe in it. I believe he gets my messages, and now I am doing astral projections, and manifesting and all this love is just bursting in the seems, I don’t know that I can explain it further than that. What I manifest. What I see. What my desires are, are all bit by bit coming through to parts of the new me and it is shared between two people.

I have been telling people that I am magic. Apparently, this kind is spelled Magick. I believe I am. They say be careful of what you think about yourself, because the negative thoughts bring negative outcomes, If you believe you are capable and lovable and you can spread that to other people….you too are magick.

It’s been a while, I am hoping to get back here more regularly and share more Magick 🙂 Have a great night/day/week/sleep/

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Feistyright?

Welcome to my blog. I have been journal writing for years. I took a course in Creative writing and found I enjoy writing short stories and poetry. I write more when I am hypomanic or manic.
I went into Rehab for Alcohol Addictions and have been sober for

fourteen years.
Shortly after I quit drinking I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2, I have since been diagnosed with Bipolar 1

I enjoy talking about my story, for people to learn or relate. I try and have a healthy lifestyle and try to use my
coping strategies. Life is just too

boring without Bipolar, it is a blessing

but yet sometimes a curse.

I am currently working on a book and dream of publishing one day.
I am so excited to have found Wordpress.
This is my new adventure.