Hi, thanks for checking me out and reading. I don’t really know where to start. I have brought it up here and there in my blogs or stories. Right now I have been focusing on learning covers and expressing myself through music writing. I did a whole pile of songs that relate to my last relationship. But my TF (Twin Flame) told me I needed to write positives too. I listen to him perform. I suddenly knew what I had to do.

I created a whole relationship in my mind with this person. At no point were we up to no good. He has brought fire to my life, strength, hope, examining ego, spirituality and awareness. I have been more in tune with my environment and I am dabbling in something I don’t know very much of.

But the last time I met up with my TF, actually the last 2 times, The first time we hugged goodbye. But there was a pause. I thought about that pause. It was the same day he proclaimed he was on the right path, and was where he needed to be and that is where I was.

The last time I was there, I was bouncing off the walls. I was so incredibly scattered in my mind and with my energy. My twin flame got the attention of the other 2 guys and said, 

“I had a sex dream.”

My mouth dropped open.

My twin flame doesn’t have a libido, asexual he called it. So saying this in front of me, I almost choked.  Seems to me I have been sending telepathic communication without knowing it. This is what is happening to me. I do things and have no idea of the impact.

But my thoughts were heard. 

I got out my phone chuckling and wrote, 

“You know the video I sent you two days ago about twin flame Telepathy? Your dream was a result of what I was imagining. But it was sensual touch not fucking like beasts,” I laughed so hard before I hit send       My TF picked up his phone just as I hit send. He knew from my laugh that I was sending him something…

I look up at him and he is staring at me with those blue eyes that just sparkle when we connect. It has been the most beautiful experience I have ever had with someone.

The last time I was there I was over-happy, which made me scattered and I have this nervous excited energy when I am around him. I went into the kitchen talking to myself, and he was either already there or appeared right after me. He said, 

“Hey, come here”, as he got closer to me and opened his arms. 

You see, he is the twin flame runner. I am the chaser. But that day, it wasn’t him running it was me. I held him tight and he held me back tight, I got uncomfortable, this was my dream. I wanted to be in his arms, but then I pulled away and he held me tighter. My emotions are so grand I can’t label them. I am on a different kind of path, the same path my TF is on. He motivated me, he inspired me, hanging out last time he showed me and his best friend a few things on key board. I tested it out as he was showing me…And then it hit me. I knew what I had to learn.

He sat back at the piano after I had my turn. Do you know what song he started to play? All of ME, by John Legend.

Story about that song. I was on my YouTube account checking out my videos and suddenly this song appeared, with guitar chords and lyrics. I listen to it and fall in love with it because this song holds so true to my soul it’s uncanny. I told him about the song he said,

“I love that song, it is a hard one”.

At that point something happens to me I say, 

“He says it’s hard? I will learn it.”

I have a video I sent him of me singing it.

He sat back down in front of the piano and started to play that song. I whip my head around and lock eyes with him. HE KNEW, He heard/saw it in me when I recorded it.

Lyrics that I am particularly drawn to…

• “I’m on your magical mystery ride;”
• ” Love your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections…” 
• and more,
• How many times do I have to tell you even when you’re crying you’re beautiful  too the world is beating you down, I’m around through every mood

AND BIG TIME

You’re my downfall, you’re my muse, My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues….”

That is us in a nutshell. “Us” there really isn’t an us. When things were really bad with my ex and I, my TF helped guide me. I didn’t know his music at this point but I heard one song. I listened to it every single day, and I sang it on a YouTube video. I just love him. Not as a couple. As platonic friends. But we have a strong connection and it is growing. Am I doing something wrong?

I used to listen to his song about a breakup all the time, on the bus, in my bed, and walking to my ex’s house with tears just running down my face. Should I stay or should I go? Anyways the topic can get negative very easily. 

I spent a long time foolishly trying to convince him that we were twin flames. No, we don’t have to have sex, oh but…

Now I am learning about telepathy. I think I have already been doing it without knowing. All the millions of messages I send him telling him how I feel or pointing out things that show yes, we are twin flames. I even got a tattoo.  But the biggest likelihood, he felt me. He sees my aura. He said it was yellow the other day. I thought he would have said red. Cause I am so in love it must ooze, no green, green chakra is love.

Tomorrow is usually the day we have started getting together to write, but one guy isn’t goin to be there and my friends have plans for the evenings so I am like begging to go over. I need a piece of home. I need that hug again. 

Oh, one more thing, it will happen. I will manifest and god knows what other messages I send out to him. He will come to me.

Oh one more thing, I was overheard mumbling that I was going too far, he looked at me and said, 

‘Nothing is too far.”

And I shit myself. (No joking) But I hear his words echo, so maybe my thoughts aren’t all taboo.

oh PS. I am now learning All Of You on the keyboard as well as on guitar 😉

Categories: Uncategorized

Tagged as: connections music telepathy twinflame

Feistyright?

Welcome to my blog. I have been journal writing for years. I took a course in Creative writing and found I enjoy writing short stories and poetry. I write more when I am hypomanic or manic.
I went into Rehab for Alcohol Addictions and have been sober for

fourteen years.
Shortly after I quit drinking I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2, I have since been diagnosed with Bipolar 1

I enjoy talking about my story, for people to learn or relate. I try and have a healthy lifestyle and try to use my
coping strategies. Life is just too

boring without Bipolar, it is a blessing

but yet sometimes a curse.

I am currently working on a book and dream of publishing one day.
I am so excited to have found Wordpress.
This is my new adventure.