Welcome to my blog. I have been journal writing for years. I took a course in Creative writing and found I enjoy writing short stories and poetry. I write more when I am hypomanic or manic.
I went into Rehab for Alcohol Addictions and have been sober for fourteen years.
Shortly after I quit drinking I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2, I have since been diagnosed with Bipolar 1.
I enjoy talking about my story, for people to learn or relate. I try and have a healthy lifestyle and try to use my coping strategies. Life is just too boring without Bipolar, it is a blessing but yet sometimes a curse.
I am currently working on a book and dream of publishing one day.
I am so excited to have found Wordpress.
This is my new adventure.
Follow The thick grey clouds engulf me There is no sign of the brilliant moon The path seems so obscure you cannot find your way Saving grace of the tiny fluttering wings who brings you light It beckons me to follow I have nothing to lose I’m brought to a […]
Part One. Rock Star Mania It’s very late. Very. I am waiting for my meds to kick in but I wanted to start recounting a very very exciting story. So much excitement that ya i guess i need my meds tweaked again. Bu this is it. This is the mania […]
Unknown Deadly creatures in the air Invisible to the naked eye Looming in darkness and light too Fears of the unknown creeping in my chest What will happen next? Will I die too? Isolation at it’s best We don’t even have to get dressed As we sit and eat, as […]
I guess you may have thoughts about my last post that were disagreeable with you. It’s the chance I took writing it, yes, this is how bad it has gotten. However, there have been some positive factors and perhaps this is nature’s way of changing things. I worked all my […]
Sadness I broke down. It’s been a couple of months now that my daughter decided she was more stable at her Dad’s. Which is a complete turnaround as she had never been close to her dad, but I guess, well they are now. For those of you following me, you […]
For four days My brow was furrowed Eyes full of sorrow The energy suddenly appeared Seeds planted and cleared For the nighttime sun Feeds the energy and I won. For everything I have felt My thoughts that were not svelte Came and went away On this very day It followed […]
Covered in cotton Eyes blackened with soot Wars I have fought in Leaning on wrong foot Pulled out the weeds Found the special one Instructions that freed Standing in the sun Shooting stars ready now Grabbing at chances fear Earning a small bow Midnight sun so near I started today […]
It’s really too late as I sit tucked into the couch. I like sleeping on the couch, mainly because I feel closer to kids both of them at the same time, The other reason is I don’t like to sleep in my bed by myself. I am afraid of the […]
(The Marionette) The mad man glances at me No way I can set myself free Guided only by his hand He tries to make me stand For my fear, doesn’t fit his suit That brings me to his beck and call He tells me what to do but I fall […]
This follows my last post “Just a blog” Full Blue Moon October 31st, 2020. Bang. It hit me. Without knowing my whole story, I am completely shocked about what I just read about the full blue moon and its effect on mood. My jaw has still dropped. One of the […]
