Welcome to my blog. I have been journal writing for years. I took a course in Creative writing and found I enjoy writing short stories and poetry. I write more when I am hypomanic or manic.
I went into Rehab for Alcohol Addictions and have been sober for fourteen years.
Shortly after I quit drinking I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2, I have since been diagnosed with Bipolar 1.
I enjoy talking about my story, for people to learn or relate. I try and have a healthy lifestyle and try to use my coping strategies. Life is just too boring without Bipolar, it is a blessing but yet sometimes a curse.
I am currently working on a book and dream of publishing one day.
I am so excited to have found Wordpress.
This is my new adventure.
Sunday, April 19th, 2020 And when one falls. One rises again. Story of my life. If you have not read previous blogs, I am bipolar. I just had a depressive episode. And morphed into a bit of hypomania. I told the doctor this would happen and he agreed via our […]
Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 I haven’t been around much. I have been feeling rather down. I thought this would give me huge opportunities to write yet the demons are thick in my head making me full of doubt. On virtually anything I do. I am always criticizing myself, doubting myself. […]
To all the woman out there It’s time to sprout your grey hair. Black or blond or even red You can sport the new do on your head. Be brave be strong Those photos are all wrong. Be big be tall or even small You don’t have to run to […]
Friday, March 20th, 2020 Wow, I don’t know if I will be able to NOT write about the Covid-19. It’s the only thing I see on Facebook now. I try hard to post non-Covid-19 memes and chit chat about it. It has affected almost all the world in one way […]
Saturday, March 14th, 2020 Steak and BJ Day. COVID-19, The beer flu. Corona-virus. The beer flu. It’s easier for me to say. Ha. Well, not so funny. I am not goin to talk much about it, but I do have a few thoughts and experiences in the middle of […]
The hot pungent syrup invading her throat Freedom, courage and losing witts She couldn’t stay within a pace The warm glow in her chest Feeling fearless With the slight numbing of her brain Dance dance dance It’s when she dances the best Full of lust Full of bliss Taking a […]
Thursday, March 5th, 2020 My first drink on my own I was in grade six. So eleven or twelve. I was a latch key kid and I went home for lunch and sometimes drank out of my dad’s vodka he had under the kitchen sink. I thought it was god […]
Saturday, February 29th, 2020, leap year. Is it weird that I want to hyphenate my name? I mean I have been divorced for 13 years, the same amount of time that I was married. What’s in a name? My kids. I want me to continue having their name. And I […]
Moonlight shines on rich red velvet curtains The room still with only the flicker of candles Heat rises from within Preparing for what would come Silver bracelets adorn her wrists Thick black leather caresses her neck Forced to her knees With her head hung low A submissive pose don’t you […]
February 8th, 2020 I haven’t had a chance to write for a while. I am not sure what happened, but I guess I have been busy most days going out to appointments or over to my mom and dad’s. I haven’t really been feeling creative either. I started talking more […]
