Welcome to my blog. I have been journal writing for years. I took a course in Creative writing and found I enjoy writing short stories and poetry. I write more when I am hypomanic or manic.
I went into Rehab for Alcohol Addictions and have been sober for fourteen years.
Shortly after I quit drinking I was diagnosed with Bipolar 2, I have since been diagnosed with Bipolar 1.
I enjoy talking about my story, for people to learn or relate. I try and have a healthy lifestyle and try to use my coping strategies. Life is just too boring without Bipolar, it is a blessing but yet sometimes a curse.
I am currently working on a book and dream of publishing one day.
I am so excited to have found Wordpress.
This is my new adventure.
August 7th, 2020 The day before our ‘wedding’. I am getting nervous. Neil surprised me with so much info, I do not feel prepared. What I thought was just going to be a party it is turning out to be a wedding. Neil didn’t talk to me about it till […]
Neil and I postponed the wedding after I finally decided what I was going to wear. Funny how things work sometimes. COVID is still around, we have opened most things now and the infections are starting to pick up again, this time with a younger group. Apparently there have been […]
Question is. Am I manic or just full of good ideas? I am not looking for the answer, I am not quite sure what I am right now. It is more a statement. I will tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was this very timid shy ‘soccer […]
I have done research before on this topic. I may have already written about my OBE, out of body experiences. If I can explain it as I experience it, I feel a warmth come over me and then I literally feel my body separate from my sleeping body. I can […]
You missed it. My brief brush of mania, here and seemingly already gone or maybe I just burnt up my energy. Doing this karaoke stuff, we had a “room party” on Facebook. It was so much fun. I posted a song to Smule and have since moved it to Utube […]
I am supposed to have all sorts of things to say about my wedding, it is part of my book that I am writing in. But no one was expecting a pandemic. At the time that we had just met with the Officiant and before we got around to filling […]
Imaginary obsessions Paranoia Filling my head with lies and mistakes Self-doubt Loathing Broken spirit Shadowed Grim Downward spiral Need to be shielded Need interference Clear the atmosphere New attempts New failures New strength. New way of life.
I am very excited today. Probably spending too much money as usual. Money I don’t really have but hey, I am stuck at home and it is giving me some projects to do in my house. I started off updating my computer room mainly because I belong to a karaoke […]
Sunday, April 19th, 2020 And when one falls. One rises again. Story of my life. If you have not read previous blogs, I am bipolar. I just had a depressive episode. And morphed into a bit of hypomania. I told the doctor this would happen and he agreed via our […]
Tuesday, April 7th, 2020 I haven’t been around much. I have been feeling rather down. I thought this would give me huge opportunities to write yet the demons are thick in my head making me full of doubt. On virtually anything I do. I am always criticizing myself, doubting myself. […]
